{ kicking the habit }

me: just read your blog post!

  i SOOO need to kick the soda habit too. it's killing me.friend: brb one sec

friend: okay I'm back

  yeah, I got over it when I got pneumonia because I couldn't really eat or drink

  but now it's back

  until two days ago

  when I got a 44 oz cherry coke and realized how bad off I was!

me: hahahai know. i love vanilla Dr Pepper from Sonic

  it's so dang good

 friend: yum

 me: it's like... the nectar of the gods

  seriously

  i need to NOT drink it anymore!

  but it's so hard to stop! haha

 friend: well you should add it to your list :)

 me: well i have on there no soda for 4 monthsand i keep missing like one day thinking i'll start my 4 months... and then i get one the next day. * sigh * i have no self control!

 friend: haha!!

  well, when you decide you're going to do it, and mean it, you'll do it.

  but if it's just like a "I should start that" it's not gonna happen :)

  that's what I learned with exercise...me: yeah it's so true

  oksomehow i'll get motivated

  i will

  * sigh *

  i'm this close to hitting my co-worker. like always. haha

 friend: ha ha, aubs. you know that "I will" and "get motivated" don't belong in a sentence together, right? :)

me: bahaha

  fine

  I AM MOTIVATED!!!

  how's that? :)

friend: much better! :)

  it's hard...this motivation thing...me: i know it.